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I grew up as a kid who never cared about
things but still complained that things do not go the way he wanted.
Well looking back at times, life has been full of ups and downs,
as it always is, but it doesn't seem to matter and
extrapolating the concept further, I realize, what I am
going through will also fade up just as a memory. So I enjoy
everything I do in life and wish to live every moment to the fullest.
Well to be honest, I was a decent kid
whom u may call dim-witted and careless. My mind always wandered
in useless innovations and destructively-creative
ideas. I wanted to be a scientist when I grow up, wildly interested in
science and did some crazy inventions too. I used to
take my science stuff to school and
boast it to friends. It was not so bad as I got some recognitions
through science exhibitions also. Hey, I backed a
Silver Medal in National level Science Olympiad (97.14%).
That was great. In tenth I asked my parents how to become a scientist,
so they guided me to take science, and that was
obvious too. Shifted my school from B.B.P.S to B.V.B. Got science
with economics.
In my new school I found out some other
ways to enjoy school, these were bunking classes, bunking school,
failing in exams, teasing teachers, and all such stuff. Bunking school
just to eat " Rs three ka paratha" in chilling winter
mornings. Also learnt how it feels to fail in exams, to tell a fact, in
my 11th and 12th, I never passed a single exam of chemistry, be it a 10
marks test, 20 marks test, sessionals, half yearly or pre-boards. Still
I scored 80 in my boards (in a tough paper) and believe me, the girl (Apeksha)
whom I taught chemistry, topped the school in chemistry(92). Well don't
take me wrong, I never failed in any exam else than chemistry. And till
date, the two biggest fears in my life are 'Failing' and 'Dying'.
After my 12th I sat for I.I.T entrance
and just missed, and confident of making it, I dropped an year for
preparation. But destiny had some other plans for me, at fresh attempt I
cleared B.V.P entrance and came for counseling, i was being offered
Production course. After an year of preparation I landed up in B.V.P and
pursued Production Engineering, (",) If u get the story.
Well at this point of time I paused a bit
at had a deep thought about my life. I started to comprehend my life.
College life has been real fun and with so good mates, it is blissful. I
have always been lucky in choice of friends, am fond of meeting and
knowing people. I know I Have the bestest of the pals and pray to god
that they are always with m whenever I need them.
In my view, everything in life falls into
its place at a point of time, atleast in my case it happened so. It may
take a while, or even a span of few years but at the end it happened,
and happened for good. (touchwood).
I also wonder on many mysteries that keep
on happening in life, strange things happen which appear as very
organized series of events. These can logically be defined as
coincidences, but strangely strategic. Can't explain them, can't tell
them, can't believe them, yet they happen. Named after God himself born
on such an auspicious day yet I never believed in god myself but at this
point in life I do wonder what power is driving my life. Things just
happen by themselves and it all occurs as a very fast paced contraption.
I do sit back sometimes just to breathe and absorb all the coming and
goings. Every thing that you ever wish for in life comes to you one way
or the other, or you get some thing better. basic line
being," at the end you will never regret ". all you have to do
is keep faith.
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